Sunday, July 12, 2009

my sunday

lepak2 @ central market

Thursday, July 9, 2009

life intern+kl

i just bought my own wireless broadband, now i can surf whenever i wish! haha. and i guess its time to finally update blog yang dah bersawang nih. =p


dah sebulan++ started internship @ klcc. i have to admit, mmg kadang2 rasa cool dapat intern with petronas. i know most people say intern dkt klcc boring,xde keje sume but i beg to differ. yes, mmg sometimes you tend to get bored in the office doing nothing, tp actually you are the one who choose not to do something. there are a lot of things to do, resources are all around you lah! its up to you to look for it.

besides, how come klcc can even be boring? food lover like me could enjoy so many foods-tu baru dalam suria! Paling kurang pun boleyh window shopping after 5pm, free-read dkt kinukoniya or just lepak2 depan tasik klcc tuh. sangat nice =)

living in kl

all this while, my life has been simple. sekolah duduk asrama, uni pun all stay in-campus. that is why im excited to finally have a taste of the 'real life'. living in a small flat in the city, sharing together with 5 dear friends- what else could i possibly hope for? im lovin it right now.

yeah, living in kl has it own set of challenges, and everyone knows, but, i actually feel grateful because i myself is experiencing these challenges. All the cramming in LRT, rocketing food price etc. Those things taught me alot more than i anticipated. i trully am grateful.

so many stories, maybe in later posting. huhu.

Thursday, May 14, 2009


i know caffeine can help you stay awake.
i've seen people doing it since - forever.
and yet i've never ACTUALLY tried them ( u see, im a milo person =p)

until today.

the time now is 2.36 am. wayyy to late for me,
but instead of snoozing like always,
im practically 'dancing'....
my eyes are as wide as they can be....

i guess
a cup of late night of coffee every single day
for another week wont hurt.
at least until all the exams are over.heh

Thursday, April 30, 2009


lecture weeks dah tamat.
study week baru starts.
final exams from 12 to 22 may.

Saturday, April 25, 2009

adele - chasing pavements

i just love this song.and her so-called 'broken soul' voices...

i've made out mind
dont need to think it over
if im wrong i am right
dont need to look no further
this aint lust i know (aiiiieeeeoo..) this is love

but if i tell the world
i'll never say enough
coz it was not said to you
and thats exactly what i need to do
if u end up with you

should i give up
or should i just keep chasing pavements
even if it leads no where
or would it be a waste
even if i knew my place
should i leave it there

should i give up
or should i just keep chasing pavements
even if it leads nowhere

i build myself up
and fly around in circles
waiting as my heart drops
and my back begins to tingle
finally could this be it

or should i give up
or should i just keep chasing pavements
even if it leads no where
or would it be a waste
even if i knew my place
should i leave it there

should i give up
or should i just keep chasing pavements
even if it leads nowhere

should i give up
or should i just keep chasing pavements
even if it leads no where,
or would it be a waste
even if i knew my place
should i leave it there

should i give up
or should i just keep chasing pavements
even if it leads nowhere

yeaaah ehh

should i give up
or should i just keep chasing pavements
even if it leads nowhere
or would it be a waste
even if i new my place
should i leave it there
should i give up
or should i just keep on chasing pavements
should i just keep on chasing pavements


should i give up
or should i just keep chasing pavements
even if it leads no where,
or would it be a waste
even if i knew my place
should i leave it there
should i give up
or should i just keep chasing pavements
even if it leads no where

Sunday, April 12, 2009

hunting places

6 weeks left before internship begin, and yet, we haven't found a place that we could call 'home' for the next 8 months. So, considering the time that we still have, minus exam weeks and all, we figured yesterday was the best time to start our seach (plus, monday is holiday in perak).

And so we went.
honestly, i thought it's going to be easy.I was wrong.

Since we never had any experiences searching house for rent, I especially, was cluelless on how to even begin. Luckily, my dear friends were more 'proactive' than me..haha. We found several ads promoting house/room for rent. We called several of them.

The first one. We called, and the owner gives all the details. It sounded good, in the phone. We said we wanted to see the house (its actually a flat). We met and he took us to show the place. Along the way, we thought this was perfect, after hearing everything he said. Wrong again.

Even before we entered, i personally was very suprised to see the building," RM 500/month for a place like this??" (again i have to say, this is my first time searching a place in kl). It got worse when we entered inside.I kept on pretending as if i like the place, nodding all the time . The others did the same.

We searched again. Whenever there were ads, we called. Some were either too expensive, or too far away.

Second place.It was quite far. Far enough that we accidently took the wrong lrt route!..haha sengal. The conditon of the house was fine,better than the previous, but the surroundings really2 make me uncomfortable.

You see, I'd never lived in a city before. Seeing so many people, trying to live in a same place. Kids were everywhere....
Every wall was covered with vandalisme....
All these caught me off guard. At that point, i kept thinking about how grateful i should be towards my parents, my life...

We took a break for awhile. Then, my friend got a phone call.Its from a young lady, only a few years older than we are. He actually had already contact her few days ago, and told that we were coming today. She said she was available and could show us her place. We were pretty tired but we decided to go. That's the best decision we did.

When we first met her, we could tell she was good. The flat that she showed us wasnt bad at all, considering what we had seen all day, this was definitely the winner. Its not too shabby, the surrounding was cosy, easy access to food, transport. It was perfect for me. Heh.

We spent the rest of the day at klcc, where I bought myself a gorgeous necktie, hehe. And so we went back that day feeling relieved now that we finally have a place to live. =)

Sunday, April 5, 2009


challenges are thrown to us every single day, so we can be better than last time.
too little challenges make us weak, stagnant, hopeless..dry without passion.
too much challenges bring nothing but depression, self-pity..disgust.
too much of failure can crush that last piece of hope remains within.

sometimes i do wonder when, will all these horrible experiences go away. *sigh

Thursday, March 19, 2009


midsem break has FINALLY arrived.
after a straight 9 looong weeks, living on the run, keeping tabs with everything, all those endless point listing them in here. hah

ok updates.

1. utp internet service has gone one step BELOW WORST. its unacceptable. Everything connected to google ( gmail, blogger etc.. ) cant be open! how insane is that?? dah la gmail n gtalk tu boleh kata 99% utpian guna utk communicate with each other. cehh. harapkan wireless yang macam chipsmore. kejap ada kejap X ada .

2. engineering team project aka etp. unbearable. punca no 1 sem ni kadang2 jadi psychotic x tentu pasal.

3. family - baru dapat tahu my adik been offered to enter kisas. mom's really happy, ada jugak la anak dia nnt boley jadi ustaz =p

4. internship - lega dah dapat placement offer. honestly, a bit shocked cause it came earlier than i expected. x start applying on my own pon lagi ( habit procastinate ni masih menebal dlm sanubari..haha). x kisah sgt tempat kat mana as long as it's not in perak. i really2 need to step out of my comfort zone.

dah update. hah.

Monday, March 2, 2009

internship hunting

first try :


lady a:hello?

me :owh hello, hi . i'm fazrin from UTP. I'm calling regarding the application for industrial internship placement at your company...

lady a:hmm..which email address you sent your details?

me :owh no no, i havent send anything yet, i just want 2 ask some questions..

lady a:okey

me :well, i just want 2 know to whom should i send my resume and all, at which email address?

- bla bla bla.......



me :well, tQ so much. btw, this is technip geoproduction sdn bhd right?

lady a:err, no. this is berjaya holdings....

me :err what???

lady a:yea, i'm still wondering where you actually got this number anyway...


me : owh okkey, i'm so2 sorry then, bye. *malu beb

second try:


mr b : hello?

me :yes hello..hi sir, i'm fazrin from....

mr b :yes fazrin is it? is this your number? 6...2..8...bla..bla..bla..., correct?

me : err, yes2 its correct..

mr b :ok. can i'll call you later?...

me :err...sure..


*err what just happen??? penat je bwat skrip dalam BI. cess...

Saturday, February 28, 2009

the perfect weekend

whenever Friday's approaching, my sprit soar.
i know by then, the weekend has finally arrived!

i still remember,
STAR was like a ghost town on Sunday-evenings...
people were sleeping. only a few were wide awake...

you practically wont hear a thing,at all.
you'll felt some sort of freakishly-serene atmosphere..ahh.

i wish i could felt that same kind of peace again,haha...~

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

site visit

saya bukan orang sains.


hari ni, dapat pergi tengok sendiri operation terowong kat PLUS highway.

mmg menarik. real life engineering...bukan lagi dalam texbook je. =p


after seeing all that

terfikir, can i see myself doing this kind of stuff?
big machines, remote places, that same old routine....

its not that bad actually, it just

*continue wandering thoughts while indulging my Cornetto..yum2

Thursday, February 12, 2009

menjual diri?

tajuk *nonsense so jangan fikir bukan2 !

i have 2 days before i need to submit my resume 4 internship.
but i still have a lot to edit.

writing a resume is NOT that easy,
hello, you are trying to promote yourself!

you try to cram all those things you've done these past years...
make yourself look good...
so that other people can judge you through only 2 or 3 sheets of paper!
takkan nak tulis cincai2 je kan.

thats what i meant by jual diri...

Monday, February 9, 2009

i learned something valuable yesterday :-

If YOU want to be ..................................

(i.e engineer/doctor/human being etc)

1. THINK like one!

2. ACT like one!!


BE like one!!!

Thursday, February 5, 2009

messy state

i'm not a big fan of politics
i never was.
and i never will....i guess.

i'm not org merah...
or org hijau...
or org biru...
definitely not org roket...


but all these political games really mess things up.
what happen to perak right now is downright confusing,

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

lyrics-laskar pelangi

suka sgt lagu nih.
lirik simple tapi meaningful.

Laskar Pelangi by Nidji

mimpi adalah kunci
untuk kita menakluk-kan dunia
berlarilah tanpa lelah
sampai engkau meraihnya.....

laskar pelangi
takkan terikat waktu
bebaskan mimpimu di angkasa
warnai bintang di jiwa....


menarilah dan terus tertawa
walau dunia tak seindah surga
bersyukurlah pada yang Kuasa
cinta kita di dunia

cinta kepada hidup
memberikan senyuman abadi
walau hidup kadang tak adil
tapi cinta lengkapi kita

laskar pelangi
takkan terikat waktu
jangan berhenti mewarnai
jutaan mimpi di bumi...

(chorus 2x)

laskar pelangi
takkan terikat waktu.....

Monday, February 2, 2009

lab moments

i never imagine

that i'll ever find myself thinking about p. ramlee's movies during a lab session.

but then again, there's always a first for everything....hah

" dia cucuk sini , cucuk sini , cucuk sini ....."

Thursday, January 29, 2009


etp is hard..

i know it's hardwork. but this is TWICE as much of a burden than i had imagine!

its only week 2 now, and we already have problem. i mean, we have no idea where to start! urgh.

btw, etp stands for engineering team project.

Monday, January 19, 2009

sindrom 'AWAL-SEM'

sindrom 'AWAL-SEM' termasuklah :

-straight g class walaupun still 20 minit awal!
-confident venue lecture betul tapi last2 silap masuk kelas orang laen...
-berebut nak cop slot utk lab tapi x sampai sejam nak tukar plak!
- ayat " sem ni nak buat betul2!! " confirm selalu dengar...
untuk perhatian:
sindrom ni hanya berlaku pada minggu 1 & 2 shj. sekian.


its good to be back..


x jugak. internet lembab!! itula utp yg kukenal..hahaha

hampagagas btul...ngah3

Sunday, January 18, 2009

its OVER..~

it's already 12.03 am
and i'm still not done with my packing...yet!

argh. sgt lecehh..
packing and repacking all over again..
every 6 months!!..blargh.
naseb baik la utp ku terchenta dekat...ngah3...

i'm going to miss all these carefree, no-worries holidays... a lot! a lot! a lot!
i'll miss my tv..
having no 8am class to rush to...
aaaaaaaaahhhhhh......~ *sigh

anyway, too much of good stuffs aren't always the best..
my head has been empty for a while now..hua3

erk, still much to be to stop now.

Thursday, January 15, 2009



naseb baek it turn out OK.
yang penting UP dari last time. paling takut kalau jatuh. fuhh....~

now,baru rasa semangat nak start- 3rd year!! woohoo.. (excited la sangat)
puas dah rasanya cuti kali nih.

sesi packing barang starts NOW.